Such a wretched waste of time- such a fool to be so blind- serpents hide behind your eyes- and I'm their prey tonight- Here we go another game- designed to butcher someone's brain- is that emotion I see feigned?- all reason's lost on the insane- Sincerity has not been found- beneath your self appointed crown- these bitter tears in which I drown- will soon be yours to drag you down- Can we end this mind fuck please, your treachery is beyond belief- must you bring us to our knees with your psychopathic tendencies?- Please be gone and rest assured I see you as you are, perverse- with all your lies and empty words- I fear for you there is no cure.
Is this life this degradation- this pointless game, humiliation- Born to die, we're born to lose- and not one choice we make we choose- And when this life is at an end we find that Death's our only friend- Must we suffer through your games, oh Lord? Can God really be so bored? We waste our lives destroying, hating, while beneath our flesh a skull lies waiting- Blind to beauty blind to love, we fear of our loving Lord above- Some live their lives to play their games, some live as victims, the insane- Your experiment oh Lord has failed and I trust that when we meet you will forgive us- It's futile so I'll end this note and find a knife and slit my throat- and come to track you down oh Lord you better watch your back, be sure that when we meet you'll be surprised no loving praise- no glee filled cries- Just pain and hate and tear filled sighs and the question in the end is "Why?"
Step into this picture- release all your light- I think God has gone mad here tonight- You can't believe your eyes, control is so hard to keep- obsession can be hell from which you'll never be free- It's all for the taking, here tonight- Where good girls go to die- that's where I'll be- Waiting for my love with my heart on my sleeve- Forget about the future- forget about the past. My heart beats so, my hands are cold- please God make this moment last- You seek to fill me- with virtues I lack- I'll turn your pure white wings to pure black. You've pushed too far and now you've lost control can't you see- You thought you were the master but you're down on your knees. It's all for the taking, here tonight- Where good girls go to die that's where I'll be, remembering our love as if it were a disease. Forget about the future- it wasn't meant to last- My heart beats slow my hands are cold- Oh God it's the end at last.
I've knelt at your alter- I've cut out my heart- I've lived in your Ruins- my pain is your art- my wrists are bound tight so as not to bleed- my eyes were so dark so as not to see- the memories of the past are fading like a bad dream- I've never been so alone than with you, I've never been scared to dream until now, I can't close my eyes, I'll carry on, screaming- your words are like ice, they melt in the heat-the cold and the pain which you seem to breed- have become what you are and left your ruins empty.
Oh the witching time, like a blackened pearl. Oh how useless seem the offers of this world. A shroud is wrapped and bound, to Gallows led away though innocence is mine. The dog will have his day. All the Love turned to Hate, the blade is in too deep and your repentance comes too late. Oh wits misery, the madness of your stay. The best revenge, a price which you must pay. The children hide behind, behind their little masks. They are, at their games, the only ones who laugh. So did I deserve, your lies and treachery. The curtain closes now. The bell, it tolls for thee. All your lies, all your shame. And it drives you even madder that you've got yourself to blame.
You'll never understand, the meaning in the end, we're standing at the Gate, you'll meet the darker fate, your purity and rage, your passion and your hate, you promised more than bliss, with your God and with your kiss, I'm on my knees, I beg your mercy, my soul is my loss, I'm well hung from your cross, Take me, take me in your arms my love and rape me, don't hide behind your rage I know you love me, and always will, you're my possession, of that my love there really is no question, don't hide behind your rage I know you love me and always will, my better half it's true has seen the darker side of you, innocence stripped away, at least I have the brighter fate...
You're telling me that I'm the most important thing to you, but can't you see you're killing me with all the things you do, and I really want to believe it's impossible, I really want to believe it's all a dream, but I just can't seem to wake up, I just can't seem to turn on the light, one step off the edge and the world will seem all right, You did it again, yes you in the mirror, you put your faith in a cruel world, All my dead friends come to haunt, harm and hinder, never letting go, here to drag me down to Hell, just say goodbye, Just answer me, what was the point of all that treachery, and soon we'll see the truth behind all of your blasphemy, No never again I'll never trust no one again, I'd sooner slit my wrists and risk discovery of Hell, than stay another moment here where certain Devils dwell...
Innocent child, how you thought you knew me, understood my ways, my dark needs, the hunt is not the thrill I'm after, I want the kill, the conquest, to be your master, wrap your arms around my pale skin, it's too late to back out you're in, on your knees and praise your new lord, deeper now, and here's your reward, take me to bed and rip me apart...Close your eyes, open your mind, who do you blame, you're not the only one, on your knees, who do you please, who do you feed until I find another one...
A Letter to God
Where Good Girls go to Die
Carry on... Screaming (Ruins)
HATE!
Kiss
Shatter
The Bondage Song